I am sorry luv

Chrissy,

-I am sorry that I haven't posted in nearly a month. I have no excuse.
-I am sorry that I sometimes forget how much you have been through and continue to go through with your battle with breast cancer. It's just that you are so strong and beautiful that it's hard to believe it.
-I am sorry that I am not in better shape. We should be running a couple miles together every week.
-I am sorry that I don't take you bowling more. We have so much fun when we do!
-I am sorry that our backyard looks like a jungle. I will fix that right away.
-I am sorry that I don't make you feel special every day we are together. Because you are special:)
-I am sorry that your hair isn't growing back the way you wanted it to...
-I am sorry that I have to travel for my new job. I don't like being away from you.
-Finally, I am sorry that you got cancer. I wish it was me instead of you. It isn't fair and I feel helpless because I cannot make it go away.